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• gender doesn't exist, for example, define what a woman is in terms of gender
  if a woman in terms of gender can mean literally anything to anyone,
  then it never really meant anything to begin with.
  here we can see that gender is just a label given to a collection of thoughts about yourself
  and in this way gender cannot be physical biology, in the same way that thoughts are not the brain, and software is not hardware.
  Gender is also not a social construct, because it's the hardware that determines what software can run on it.
  Therefore claims to being this or that "gender" are meaningless, because only a female can feel like a female,
  and only a male can feel like a male.
• the transgender community is pretty much equivalent to the transableist community, except that transablists can actually experience being disabled,
  whereas transgenders will never experience being the opposite sex
• maybe transgenders should get into magick and then attempt to get demons to change their physical sex rather than mutilating themselves
• sexuality is essentially a physical arousal reaction to certain stimuli,
  and yes sexuality can be altered by watching too much porn, taking steroids, childhood trauma, etc.
• HIV virus doesn't exist, AIDS is usually the result of a degenerate lifestyle, taking too many drugs like poppers which cause autoimmune disorders
  or in the case of Africa lack of nutrition and poor waste management/sanitization
• All sexuality problems can be solved via tantra. i.e. sexual discipline (i.e. not indulgence and not repression either)
• Guys need to learn how to not ejaculate, and girls how to control menstruation.
• Gender ideology has gone so far to as to include what would normally be called aesthetic or personality with things like xenogenders,
  So why don't we just replace the name gender (which has a sexual connotation) with aesthetic.
  Let's stop identifying with genders and instead identify with aesthetics or things we find beautiful.
  Instead of asking what each other's pronouns are just ask each other "what's your aesthetic?".

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There's only one thing I can do and that is to die internally before I physically die externally.
This consists of two things, flow state and insight practice.
Flow state is the state of hyper focus that high performance athletes get into.
their mind is so completely absorbed by the activity or object of focus that extraneous thinking disappears.
practicing flow state involves focusing deeply on something and not getting swept away by intrusive extraneous thoughts.
And after all extraneous thoughts disappear focusing so deeply that no other experience except the object of focus arises.
The object of focus can be a prayer, or the breath sensations, or a physical object, or a particular sensation,
or a mental image of your favorite touhou character, sacred geometry, a color, etc. so long as the object is more or less stable.

insight practice involves experientially realizing 3 aspects of reality:
The first is realizing directly through experience that every sensation lasts an indefinitely small duration of time,
that at the exact same time a sensation appears it disappears.
The second is realizing that since nothing lasts any time whatsoever, all experiential content is inherently dissatisfactory and empty.
The third is realizing that there is no constant or center of experience, or at least that center is not an experience.

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